The Guy…

The Guy realized that he had deep feelings for Her;

The Guy hated feelings.

The Guy did not want to feel what he was not comfortable feeling.

The Guy wanted to be left alone.

The Guy did not want to give another person the power to betray him.

The Guy was not ready to fall in Love.

The Guy tried to hide his feelings.

The Guy knew that hidden feelings intensified what he felt.

The Guy decided the solution was to get rid of Her.

The Guy got rid of Her memories.

The Guy went back to his old ways.

Only one more thing to do.

The Guy decided send Her far away.

The Guy got Her into a boat, tied Her and let the waves take the boat.

The Guy looked at Her one last time….. before letting go….

The Guy felt Her drifting away, over to the horizon and nothing…

Finally The Guy was free from deep feelings forever.

The Guy won… or so he thought….

Now The Guy had Lost Feeling….

 

Real Life Miracles….

When Live gets tough we pray for Miracles, without realizing, we come across Miracles in many forms;

A Miracle is;

Who made you smile when you forgot what happiness was,

Who gave you reason to live when you when you thought that all was lost,

Who trusted you when the whole world doubted you,

Who saw the faded light in you when you were ready to welcome the darkness,

Who inspired you to be the best of yourself when you at your lowest,

Who remained faithful when you have given up on faith,

Who were by your side when you thought you wanted to be left alone but really did not…

 

Dedicated to all the beautiful souls in my life…….

 

 

 

 

 

 

Haunted!

 

Way before I knew you,

I had another life,

A life without you,

I had my own struggles, my own relieves,

But never felt complete, neither did I feel incomplete.

One day, You came into my life without a warning,

I chose you & you chose me,

Fate brought us together,

By choice we tried to build a life together,

This was my life with you, Our life!

I felt complete, I loved you for loving me,

You loved my scars, I loved your darkness,

You are not perfect, but just right for me,

Your arms my home, kisses my comfort,

We would watch the endless stars or the busy roads from high above,

Let the world go by, we have each other is what I thought.

Alas! Disaster strikes,

Wide awake from my dream I look around,

You are no more by my side,

Our life shattered to pieces, right in front of me,

I could not do anything other than cry,

Once again it is only my life,

But not the same,

Beautiful moments, cherished as memories,

Haunt me day and night,

I fall into a sadness so sweet,

I yearn for the love i have seen in your eyes,

I cry myself to sleep, in my dreams I see you,

I wish I could sleep forever, be in your arms,

I know you are far away, out of my reach,

But still I love you, will keep loving you,

I hate that I miss something that doesn’t exist,

You were never mine to be,

I have forgotten my life before you,

My life that I can never go back to,

A life without you, with your memories,

I am forever haunted!

He is a paradox

He is devoted and yet detached.

He is possessive and yet uncommitted.

He is sociable but also a loner.

He is gentle and yet tough.

He is spontaneous and yet regretful when reality hits.

He is full of emotion and also logical at the same time.

He is passionate but can also be platonic.

He is egoistical and yet humble.

He is most understanding but also ignorant of present.

He is adventurous and yet scared to take a leap of faith.

He is sensitive but is also numb to feelings.

He is close and yet distant.

He is transparent while putting up walls.

He lets go while holding on.

He abandons what he thought of cherishing.

He walks out on what he wants to pursue.

He kisses her good bye because he loves her.

He is convinced of the possible future but blind of the definite present.

He is predictable in his unpredictability…

 

Forever & Always

 

You started talking to her,

at first you thought that it is nothing more than “just friends”,

without realizing you started talking to her day and night constantly,

she made you smile, you made her smile,

with time you fell for her,

you kept telling yourself she is not The One but just a friend,

met again and again,

you became best friends,

one night you decided to tell her how you felt,

you waited for her reply,

she replied……….

She said she felt the same,

Until then you had not realized how tensed you were, what if she had felt otherwise?

You asked her to be yours,

She didn’t say anything but her eyes said everything what you desired to hear.

You hugged her tight not wanting to let go!

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Strangers then, Strangers Now!- Part 1 (Her Version)

In Life we come across many Strangers. While most remain as strangers,forgotten and never knowing that they existed, there are few others who end up becoming important, and end up meaning a lot to you. They touch your heart and soul. They make night sky more beautiful to look at, stars appear out of nowhere and make heart feel what it is supposed to feel. 

But sadly they only stay in your lives for a little while, leave footprints (and sometimes scars too) on your heart and your never ever the same (in worse case scarred for the rest of eternity).

However, at the end of the day it was all worth it. Life it worth living because of these moments that take your breath away.  

It all starts as….

Strangers – Girl meets Boy                                girl

The day began as any normal day, little did She know of what is in store for her. As usual woke up, got ready and left to campus. It would have been a normal, if one thing in particular had not happened. She does not believe in “love at first sight” but have the tendency to develop serious “crushes at first sight”.

She seldom goes to the bakery nearby the campus, but on this very day She stops by the bakery since She wanted to munch something, and little did She know that She would come face to face with the “cute” guy from the new batch.

This was quite unexpected but a sweet surprise. He introduced himself, few words were exchanged, bid farewell and went in their separate ways.

That day would have been a quite ordinary day had She not stopped by the bakery.

Strangers – Friend on Facebook

Facebook = the well known search engine to find info about crushes and potential partners

She search for him on Facebook, goes through the posts and photos, only one question in her mind “is he single or not?”. Through extensive searching, establish the belief that he seems to be single and send a friend request. To her delight He accepted it immediately.

Friends – Friends but not really              

She sees him, but never get a chance to have an actual conversation. Neither is She in his batch, nor mutual friends, nor classes together, absolutely nothing in common. But all hope was not lost thanks to online chatting.Thank heavens to the digital era, especially to Mark Zuckerberg, She and He started their conversation through chat, hence initiating the first step.

Friends – Actual Friends

She sees him, a war inside the head, a war between the heart and the brain. The brain says, ” Just smile and go” while the Heart says, “Nooo… Damn! He looks soo cute! GO GO! Talk with him!” As always The Heart wins, She stops by, feeling a bit awkward, but within minutes the conversation flows freely. Kudos to The Heart!

As time pass by She and He became really good friends, conversations become intense, time they spend with each other continues to increase exponentially. Its like days have suddenly become brighter.

She truly loves him as a friend. She loves his teasing nature and really enjoys it. She sees the man beneath the surface, realizing that He is person with

But She has this feeling that He is something more than other friends. It is becoming increasingly difficult to shadow the feeling with term “Friends”

Friendship is a meaningful bond between people that care for each other. She knows that once the next step is taken there is absolutely no way of going back! “Is that a risk She is willing to take?” she asks herself, knowing that the answer is NO!

She makes up her mind bury “The Feelings”!

she and he